Angels among us

It is the first day of Spring and a perfect to sit myself down and write about beginnings, which, as we all know, what Spring is all about.

Was just doing a bit of puttering around the house when I realized that it is clean and has been for quite some time now, which sort of amazes me as I wonder how it stays this way. I am certainly NOT a busy little homebody who always cleans but I guess I have finally found a way to do so as simply a part of my life. And, even more astounding is the fact that I am enjoying this life that I have made for myself. This is a big deal for me.

While for most of my adult life I had been attempting to make a living as a holistic healer but, in the end, it is not the way I am to sustain myself these days. I am however, finding that now that I work out in the real world of offices and meetings and the thousands of things that working in that atmosphere conjures up for us all - is that I like it. It tires me out more than I can say by the end of the day, but in the end, I am doing something out there that is needed and I can now count on a paycheque so a sense of relief has permeated my Soul.

Now, the work that I love to do is something I simply do in my regular daily rounds. I realized it when someone with whom I have a friendship asked me to please meet her birth mother since she had never met HER and she wanted to have the special in her life meet this woman who gave birth to her all those many years ago. WOW............that is something and it made me realize that I have had an affect on this young womans life more than I could have ever imagined. It is rather humbling to say the least.

And my man, who is going through a particularly hard time at present said to me this morning that I must be an Angel. He said that he had never thought much about Angels but since connecting with me he sees this special glow emanating from me and now knows that Angels DO walk amongst us all. That, too was a special thing to hear from a man who loves me dearly and wishes to give ME the world. I can now smile confidently when he says things like that and let him know that I have all that I need at the present time and this is MY truth.

First day of Spring and I went for a short walk out in the rain earlier. It felt wonderful and it is still lightly sprinkling outside the office window. A cleansing is occurring on some deep levels for us all and I wish you a wonderful day of beginnings, cleansings and LOVE.

Namaste

Accepting what IS

It is Sunday morning and the rain is gently hitting the windows. Many people tend to complain about the rain but being a total Vancouverite, for me, it holds a sense of cleansing within it all.....a familiar feeling.

I have been doing a lot of cleansing as this year has unfolded and while some of it has been a tad painful, it is all in divine right time and order. I am blessed.

Relationships seem to be front and centre for me as they seem to be for others in my world. A coming to grips with what now IS as opposed to trying to retain what once WAS. A time of lessons for one and all.

What would have once sent me into a monumental emotional tailspin is simply opening a new window into my Soul and the heart of the woman I now AM. And SHE is willing to open fully to all that the Universe is now presenting to her........for acceptance or refusal.

And at the end of the day, it is all about that isn't it. What we choose to accept into our life and what we choose to let go. All about choice.

Someone (one of those relationships of which I speak) said to the me the other day

"It's time that you stopped living by your feelings and sensations and start to live in your head".........excuse me I thought.

I realized that obviously this person and I are on completely different wavelengths at this time in our lives and while it is painful on one level for me to acknowledge, acknowledge it I shall.

Acceptance of what is at this now moment and then moving to the next and the next.

The Journey, it does continue.

Namaste