A Full Moon time of wonder

I had been wondering if I was somehow losing my mind. Perhaps I am truly just now finding it. Quite the concept.

Have been spending so much time on my own of late and, strangely for me, starting to enjoy my time with only me. There is this part of me that keeps saying "why are you not getting out there and doing "stuff""? And there is another part of me saying "I would rather sit here and get to know YOU" and that is precisely what I seem to be doing of late. Getting acquainted with ME. Strange place to be in. There is that word again............STRANGE

And then I read an article about the upcoming Full Moon in Aries and realized that I am exactly where I AM meant to be for the next phase of my personal growth. To quote one of the bloggers on Spirited Woman. com (great site by the way.........love it) ............

"It's time to let go of anything in your life that is now holding you back from personal development. This is a gorgeous cosmic opportunity to be "All about YOU" and not feel guilty about it. The Universe wants YOU to succeed and with Aries energy strong now, you have some "piss and vinegar" to help you go for whatever it is in your life you've wanted to. This is also an excellent Full Moon to release some quality from your personality that you know isn't really YOU anymore. Only you know what this is. Rest assured that if you're not letting go of something you may be cheated out of the new beginnings that could come from Aries energy."

Just thought it fit perfectly with where I am..........it is all about me.......Me doing what I want to do. Me getting out there and proving my talents to ME. Me loving me just for being ME....

And that is what I have been working on this past little while - diligently. Digging deep and unearthing some pretty clear truths about who I have been in the past and who I am now discovering myself to be. I gotta tell you - these are two blatantly different women.

No wonder it has been so hard finding my rhythm this past few years. I was shifting and trying to maintain the old ways - all the while only succeeding in holding my life at bay.

I give credit for this realization to my morning pages............let's hear it for the Morning Pages. For those of you do them, you know of what I speak and for those of you are not yet cheerers of your own Morning Pages - think about it. Once you allow your inner voice free reign - as this is what these few (only 3 hand written) pages are all about - you will become the recipient of a whole wealth of knowledge that has been sitting patiently waiting for you to ask. It is all so very VERY liberating.

Then I read the question from someone "Are you a spirited woman?" I thought about it for a while as I wasn't quite sure how I wanted to respond but then it hit me. Yes, of course I am a spirited woman for I am the spirit of this woman sitting here keying in all these wonderful words. I sometimes lose sight of that fact when dwelling in negativity which, sadly, I have to admit I had succumbed to of late. I'm almost embarrassed to admit this but at least this time, I was not subjecting anyone else to it and I was left to my own devices to correct this thinking...........this ungrateful attitude.

I feel more uplifted than I have in weeks. That light at the end of the tunnel is getting brighter. I can feel it coming closer. I can feel it rising higher. I can truly give thanks for this beautiful day.

May you also have a wonderful day and weekend full of blessings from all directions

Namaste