Living a technicolour life

What a week this has been? The energies of the Full Moon always affect me but this past New Moon Eclipse was a doozer.

The build up to it all started last week and by today, many of us are feeling quite simply - exhausted. So much brought up to the surface for our consideration, acceptance and possibly release. The issues around relationships were prevalent for many as well and I have to admit that it whacked me this time around.

Interesting how I am dealing with it all though. A few tears but, a deeper understanding of how much I have grown has settled into my Soul. A sense of pride at the letting go of something that is not at all focused on my Soul's growth but certainly something that was a necessary part of my personal growth. A coming into the understanding as to what it is that I need, want and desire in my life.........of what is truly important.

How many of you find that you are more focused on the day to day trials and tribulations in your 3d life, all the while knowing that there is a much higher way of being that is calling to you? I know that this has been mirrored back to me in many of my interactions of late. Clients and friends are all going through it but then again, as I said those mirrors are reflecting back to me all the areas within my own Soul that are calling for release.

I wrote about the Dark night of the Soul recently and while I do not feel that I have been there, the fallout from all those that ARE, has tested me greatly. So many are hurting and so many others are hiding from it all. And, like it or not, hiding from it all will not allow for the necessary release that is calling from deep within.

Coming into an understanding of the lessons that present themselves to you is more important sometimes than the lessons themselves. I had a session with some friends who are also into holistic ways of healing and it (the session) just kept digging deeper and deeper until I felt like I was floating around out in the Universe completely naked and raw. All that I am going through and all that I have ever gone through was exposed and at the end of it all, I just felt this incredible connection to EVERYONE in the entire Universe. Not what I had envisioned but then again, how much of our lives do we really live exactly as we had planned.

And that is something to pay attention to. If we are continually trying to run our lives as a black and white movie, stagnation occurs. However, when we surrender and let go to the divine knowing of the Universe in all its myriad forms, life becomes colourful and alive. We have to get to that place of nothingness however before all that we are can truly come out.

So here's to living a life in Technicolour, shining the light from deep within our Souls. Sounds good to me.

Namaste